Taking it one day at a time…April 21, 2009
I am trying to take each day one day at a time. I am trying not to think of my due date that will not happen now. I am trying not to think of tomorrow when I go to make sure my HCG levels are dropping instead of my previously scheduled ultrasound appointment. I am tring really hard not to think about my brother’s wedding and how that was when we were going to break the news to my relatives that I was pregnant. I am trying not to figure out how the hell I’m supposed to dance at his wedding. In short, I’m trying to take it one day at a time. I am trying simply to make it through the day God blessed me with today.
But its hard when each day feels like a million years. Yesterday was Monday and briefly I thought Surely it must be Thursday by now!
I’m told it will get easier. Still waiting.