i stopped posting for a few months because the months adding up on the side bar became too painful to look at.
There have been good things that have happened in the mean time. I think I may have gotten a better handle on my stress that doesn’t help things. My NEW Ob-Gyn gave me progesterone which induced a period but since then I’ve had two normal cycles which is quite unusual for me. I’m praying that if I’m not pregnant this month that at least I’ll get my period on th ebutton again. 25 days. Amazing.
I’m learning to be better about it though I do cry spontaneously at times if infertility stuff comes up. Or if another friend gets pregnant and I feel the ache even more hollow echoing within me.
But I am better. And that is good.